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of life and messing up life
Thursday, November 4, 2010 4:00 AM

GAH.

I know I should've come to this realisation sooner, but not studying for EYAs (or anything after PSLE for that matter) has completely messed up my RGS life.

I didn't get to even try for RA Lit test because of my GPA. At first I saw that I got recommended for it. I thought I'd achieved something. I was really happy. It turned out to be some twisted 'system error'.

A few days ago, I got accepted into OM, Problem 3, Performance problem. I thought I'd achieved something. I was really happy. Because of my GPA, I just got e-mailed. The OM teacher told me my GPA was too low for OM.

I e-mailed the teacher. Now I'm plowing through some Sec 3 Maths assessment book. You could say I'm a fool, trying to clean up this mess I've created for myself. Laugh at me, now. Don't pity me at all. I deserve this, deserve this rubbish more than anyone else. It's only right for the nonexistent effort I put in. I'm not being sarcastic - I deserve this.

2.96. This ugly number, just a mere four hundredths away from reaching 3, from putting all my dreams back into place.

And who conjured up this number herself, anyway?



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I'm Marcia. In reality I dream of becoming an actress and going to RADA for university and writing my own novel/poem anthology and making thousands of new friends and some extra-precious amazing ones.

But deep down inside my heart, I want to be a small child who can lose herself in her mother's embrace and shut herself off from the rest of the world, having nothing more to worry about besides sleep and how wonderful it is to be alive.





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